庭瑋碎碎念

一個月過去了，心情藉由忙碌的工作平復了很多，
回到家，不是沉迷在自己的世界，或是補眠。
很有效，但也很落寞!

你的東西，我一樣都沒有收掉，
甚至定時幫你更換清水，
這一個多月以來，我不曾夢到你，
或許，你走的很安穩，
或許，你已經進入了下一個輪迴，
或許，你還在恨著我。

這陣子，我們家失去了很多，
我失去了你、姊姊失去了我的外甥，
月有陰晴圓缺，人有悲歡離合..
無奈，卻有無可奈何。

回想起過去和你相處的總總，點點滴滴，
有歡樂、有生氣、有無奈、有太多太多的東西。
更多的情愫，叫做思念......

而思念，總在失去之後.....

1.My life likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation from you will be painful for me. Remember that before you buy me.
在你把我帶回家之前,請記得,我的壽命約有10~15年; 你的離棄,會是我最大的痛苦.

2.Give me time to understand what you want of me.
請給我一點時間,讓我了解對我的要求是什麼.

3.Place your trust in me--it's crucial to my Well-being.
信賴我--那對我非常重要.

4.Don't be angry for me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work,your entertainment and your firends.  I have only you.
請別對我生氣太久,也別把我關起來當作是懲罰. 你有你的工作,你的娛樂,你的朋友. 但你是我的僅有.

5.Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words. I understand your voice when it's speaking to me.
請偶而對我說說話,縱使我不懂你說的內容,但我聽的懂,那是你的聲音在陪伴我.

6.Be aware that however you treat me. I'll never forget it
你要知道無論你如何對待我, 我將永遠不會忘記.

7.Remerber before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand, but that I choose not to bite you.
當你打我時請記得,我其實擁有可以咬碎你手骨的尖銳牙齒, 我只是選擇不咬.

8.Before you scold me for being uncooperative, please ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, or I've been run in the sun too long or my heart is getting old and weak.
當你因為責罵我的不合作、固執或懶惰之前, 請你想想,是否有什麼正困擾者我.或許我沒獲得我應有的食物,我已經很久沒在溫暖的陽光下奔跑,又或者我的心臟已經太弱及太老.

9.Take care of me when I get old.you too,will grow old.
在我年老時請好好照顧我. 因為你也是會變老的。

10.Go with me on difficult journeys. Never sayＩcan't bear to watch it or let it happen in my absent. Everything is easily for me if you are there.Remember, I love you.
當我要捱過最辛苦的歷程時, 請千萬不要說：「我不忍心看他。」或者「讓我不在場時才發生。」.  只要有你和我在一起, 所有的事都會變得簡單容易接受. 請你永遠不要忘記, 我愛你.